Ya Allah forgive me when i whine

Today, upon a bus,
I saw a girl with golden hair.
and wished I was as fair.
When suddenly she rose to leave,
I saw her hobble down the aisle.
She had one leg and wore a crutch.
But as she passed, a smile.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 legs, the world is mine.

I stopped to buy some candy.
The lad who sold it had such charm.
I talked with him, he seemed so glad.
If I were late, it'd do no harm.
And as I left, he said to me,
"I thank you, you've been so kind.
It's nice to talk with folks like you.
You see," he said, "I'm blind."
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 eyes, the world is mine.

Later, while walking down the street,
I saw a child with eyes of blue.
He stood and watched the others play.
He did not know what to do.
I stopped a moment and then I said,
"Why don't you join the others, dear?"
He looked ahead without a word;
and then I knew, he wouldn't hear.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I have 2 ears, the world is mine.

With feet to take me where I'd go.
With eyes to see the sunset's glow.
With ears to hear what I'd know.
Ya Allah, forgive me when I whine.
I've been blessed indeed, the world is mine.

Thank You Allah (SWT): Did we get a bill from Allah (SWT)?

A man reached 70 years of age and was affected by a disease which made him unable to urinate. The doctors told him that he needs an operation to cure the disease. He agreed to do the operation as the problem was giving him severe pain for days. When the operation was completed the doctor gave him a bill which covered all the costs. After looking at the bill, the man started crying. Upon seeing this, the doctor said, "If the cost is too high then we could make some other arrangements for you." The old man replied, "I am not crying because of the money but I am crying because Allah (SWT) let me urinate for 70 years and HE never sent me a bill!" SubhanAllah! The value of every good thing is realised only when its taken away! And He gives you of all that you ask Him; and if you count Allah's favors, you will not be able to number them; most surely man is very unjust, very ungrateful. Noble Qur'an (14:34) Moral: We rarely thank Allah (SWT) for these things which are indeed great favors. Take a little pause and think for a while about the bounties of Allah Almighty within yourself. May Allah (SWT) grant us the ability to recognize His bounties and thank Him more often. It is related by Abu Dawood (no. 4177), at-Tirmidhi (no. 1877) that Prophet Muhammad (sws) said: "He who does not thank people, does not thank Allah (SWT)." *article taken from short islamic stories

healed and repaired

after a few month of withdrawal symptom finally alhamdulillah my mnd is at ease . thank youu my friend for ur support this far...
for several month before,i used to be another person, somebody who wasnt me..
maybe because i'm lost to what we called as 'ujian Allah'
i lose control of myself..fear controlling me every moments and sometimes nightmare will haunt me ,acompany my night that lead to my imsoniac habit...

i dont know either ,if i will ever be like this again.i admit that i am too fragile to be left alone ,thus i try hard not to be,but we just plan,and Allah is the best planner of all....

and now i realized what friends really meant.. thanx to those who care and grabbed me  before i was drown into the world of silence..

but still, i have to adapt into this fast moving world..hoping to be a better person whenever every moment passed by.

fake and heartbreaker

hahhahhha
meet again...
i hate those who pretend to act like cam ooo tak bersalah..
hmmmm
suddenly nak kuar aaa
i want to go and sip a glass of coffee
throw away mydepression deep beneath inside
because nobody knows except god
i think i am a complicated being
i truly hope one day someone can veil my true inside my true self
i fake out too much
i dont know why
i think that's the reason people toy with me this much
i wish i can smile honestly  deep from inside
iwish to be_______
but i know it is just a dream
be strong myselff
be strongg!

stress out

hahahhahah
meet again
so stressed out  right now because it is exam month
hahahahahha

rite now im stressed about
1.study- it does  make me sick
2-nakama-keep on using me
3-parents-silence an option
4-a loner


i do hope tomorrow better than this because its felt suck to be stuck in the past

While your lips are still red piano solo Nightwish

confius.....

hehehhhehe
 we meet again..
today subject very confusing .i end up terr sleep in lecture but afraid not, i am studying right now
hehehheheheeh
erm.....
just wanna share about how life can turn you.
but i am glad,
after all i lived at this point,
because i can meet the person dear to me,attend  classes and meetings...
just to be honest i'm alone inside..
pretending is my mask
looking happy is a must
when i faced my friends,family or even my parents
because i think is hard to trust