after a few month of withdrawal symptom finally alhamdulillah my mnd is at ease . thank youu my friend for ur support this far...
for several month before,i used to be another person, somebody who wasnt me..
maybe because i'm lost to what we called as 'ujian Allah'
i lose control of myself..fear controlling me every moments and sometimes nightmare will haunt me ,acompany my night that lead to my imsoniac habit...
i dont know either ,if i will ever be like this again.i admit that i am too fragile to be left alone ,thus i try hard not to be,but we just plan,and Allah is the best planner of all....
and now i realized what friends really meant.. thanx to those who care and grabbed me before i was drown into the world of silence..
but still, i have to adapt into this fast moving world..hoping to be a better person whenever every moment passed by.
for several month before,i used to be another person, somebody who wasnt me..
maybe because i'm lost to what we called as 'ujian Allah'
i lose control of myself..fear controlling me every moments and sometimes nightmare will haunt me ,acompany my night that lead to my imsoniac habit...
i dont know either ,if i will ever be like this again.i admit that i am too fragile to be left alone ,thus i try hard not to be,but we just plan,and Allah is the best planner of all....
and now i realized what friends really meant.. thanx to those who care and grabbed me before i was drown into the world of silence..
but still, i have to adapt into this fast moving world..hoping to be a better person whenever every moment passed by.
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